Tisha b’Av

Mourning for our Inner Temple on Tisha B’Av

by Yedidah on July 20, 2018

Mourning on Tisha B'Av, mourning inside.

This Saturday night starts the fast of Tisha B’ Av. This is a day in which we mourn the destruction of the Temple. But are we really mourning an historical event? When we use our Judaism as a living spiritual path we don’t mourn a heap of stones, but we ask ourselves what are we missing? What aspect is missing from our lives that we feel the need to sit on the floor and conduct all the forms of mourning.

“Make for me a sanctuary that I will dwell within them” (Exodus: 25:8) was  not a  time-dependent command for one generation, but was an eternal command, now and then.

The Temple in Jerusalem was a tangible manifestation of the reality of God in  the lives of the people then. But when the Temple was destroyed, that light was no longer visible , and we have a new work. A work of building our own inner Temple and finding the light of God within ourselves.

Our soul within each of us is called, in the language of the Kabbalah, “Jerusalem.” In contemplating the destruction, we  mourn the ways we destroy our own inner Temple. We mourn the fact we aren’t even aware that the voice of our soul, our own inner Temple is  missing from our lives. We mourn the lost opportunities where we can rebuild.

But our mourning is not just a wallow in misery. It is a pointed examination of matters as they stand. It is an awakening. And like limbs that have gone numb, such awakening may, at first, be painful, but it is useful. The very act of mourning the lack of place we give to our soul, awakens us to the desire to give our soul a new voice and a new place and to rebuild our inner Jerusalem.

All who mourn for Jerusalem merit to see her joy! (Taanit 30b) Amen may we so merit this year.

This shiur, is dedicated in loving memory of Feiga bat Shmuel and Rvikah and for the elevation of her soul.

 

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Why did God Go?

by Yedidah on July 24, 2015

Jerusalem city walls. Building our inner Jerusalem: Kabbalah of Rabbi Ashlag

When we come to Tisha B’Av, now, in 2015, we truly need to ask, Why are we mourning? For Zion is repopulated and the city thronged with people.
Yet when we consider what the presence of the Temple meant 2000 years ago before the destruction we begin to understand what this day of  mourning is really about.

“Make for Me a Sanctuary and I will dwell within” ( Exodus 25,8) says the Scripture. The sanctuary in Jerusalem was a living experience of God’s presence within the city and the nation.

Since every human being is  considered as  a whole world, each one of us needs to embody a sanctuary for God’s living vital presence within ourselves. Yet mostly we don’t experience God’s light as such a reality. Why not? Why did God go? Why is our inner sanctuary not functioning?

These are the questions we need to ask this Tisha B’Av and through our mourning create a desire, a vessel  for God’s inner light to shine out form within each and everyone of us. Thus fulfilling the dictum of the Sages, ” All who mourn for Jerusalem will merit to witness her joy.”

This podcast is based on the teachings of Rabbi Baruch Ashlag Sefer Hama’amarim and is dedicated to  my mother Chaya bat Sara for a Refuah Shlemah

 

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My Soul, Jerusalem

by Yedidah July 29, 2014
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Jerusalem is known in the Bible by different names: “the city”,” the city of David”, “the epitome of beauty”, “the city forever joined”. In the Kabbalah we learn that Jerusalem represents the soul, the focal point of our self. By learning the significance of our inner Jerusalem we learn also why we mourn for her in these three weeks and how each one of us may rebuild our inner Jerusalem. From the Kabbalah of Rabbi Ashlag.

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Where is God?

by Yedidah July 15, 2013

Where is God within us? This is the remembrance of the destruction of the our inner Temple. The Zohar teaches us that the real destruction and exile is the absence of God in our lives. From the teaching of Rabbi Ashlag

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