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As one Man with one Heart. How dis the Children of Israel achieve this elevated state? From the Kabbalah of Rabbi Ashlag

On the night of Shavuot 1948, Rabbi Yehuda Leib Ashlag the great Kabbalist gave this teaching:

When we think about the giving of the Torah which took place at Mount Sinai, we’re not talking about a historical event, which took place only at one time and is not taking place now.   But according to the principle that once a spiritual event has happened in spirituality, it is eternal, and all spiritual events that seem to replace it, are in fact only additions to it.

So the giving of the Torah on Mount Sinai is an eternal event which has never stopped, for God is continually giving. The only changes that occur take place from the side of the receivers . So the fact that we are not receiving the Torah now as we did at Mount Sinai, is not because God is not giving it to us but that we are not at present fit to receive it.

HaShem Shamati Shimecha vol. 2 article 86

So we need to examine ,what was the special virtue that the Children of Israel had at the time when they stood at Mount Sinai which enabled them to receive the Torah . What was their  spiritual state and how did they achieve it?

We learn from the Scripture:

“On the third month following the exodus of the children of Israel from the land of Egypt, on that day, they came to the wilderness of Sinai. They journeyed from  Rephidim and they came to the wilderness of Sinai, and they encamped in the wilderness. And Israel (in the singular) camped there under the mountain.”

Exodus chapter 19 verses1-2)

The sages noted that all the verbs in in the sentences describe the Children of Israel in the plural, except for when they encamped at Mount Sinai, There they encamped as one. Rashi, the great commentator on the Torah, quoting the Mechilta, says all their other encampments were with contention and strife, but here they encamped as one man with one heart.

 How did they  reach this elevated stage? What changed for them?

The Rashi on these verses is illuminating.

They journeyed from Rephidim:  Why did [Scripture] have to repeat and explain from where they had journeyed? Did it not already state (Exod. 17:1) that they were encamped in Rephidim? It is known that they journeyed from there. But [it is repeated] here in order to compare their journey from Rephidim to their arrival in the Sinai desert. Just as their arrival in the Sinai desert was with repentance, so was their journey from Rephidim with repentance. —

[from Mechilta]

Ah, here we are on to something. The journey from Rephidim to Sinai was conducted with repentance. Does the Torah tell us what the Children of Israel were repenting for?

The consequence of their repenting was that they became united as one man with one heart. In a state of unconditional giving to each other and with faith in God.  So it is likely that they were in the opposite state when they were in Rephidim.

 Let’s take a look at the Scripture, Exodus Chapter 17 there.

.The entire community of the Children of Israel journeyed from the desert of Sin, on their travels, by the word of the Lord. They encamped in Rephidim, and there was no water for the people to drink.

Exodus 17:1

In other words, this was not a random stumbling across an arid place in the desert. They were deliberately taken there by God. And there is no water. The Scripture continues.

 2 So the people quarreled with Moses, and they said, Give us water that we may drink. Moses said to them, Why do you quarrel with me? Why do you test the Lord?

There were many things they could have done. This was the generation that had seen the miracles of God in Egypt , they had seen how they called out to God and He parted the waters of the Red Seat for them. They had faith in God who led them out of Egypt into the wilderness. Why didn’t they do any of those things?

The next verse give us a clue.

 3 The people thirsted there for water, and the people complained against Moses, and they said, Why have you brought us up from Egypt to make me and my children and my livestock die of thirst?

In other words they seemed to have been concerned for themselves alone.  They are talking about me, my children, my livestock. What about the concern for my brother’s children and his livestock?

Even though this is the literal sense of the Scripture and there may be other deeper meanings There is a clear hint that here they are operating from their wills to receive for themselves alone. Even if we look at water,  not as physical water, but water as referring to Torah as the Sages of the Talmud and of the Zohar do , nevertheless they are functioning from the will to receive for themselves alone.

Following their next question,” Is God in our midst or not?” Amalek attacks Israel and they need to defend themselves. Only when Moses help up his hands in faith did the people prevail.

The lesson was learned and the people repented fully. They reached such a degree of self- awareness and responsibility that their Teshuvah (repentance) was so complete, it brought them to the ultimate level of faith and giving. They became united as one, and were in such affinity of form with God, that they could hear His voice deep within themselves and experience His goodness directly as He spoke to them giving the ten commandments on Mount Sinai. In exactly the same way, we also, in the here and now need to experience the eternal voice of God speaking directly to us, as the prophet Jeremiah describes.

32 But this is the covenant that I will make with the house of Israel after those days, says the LORD, I will put My law in their inward parts, and in their heart will I write it; and I will be their God, and they shall be My people; 33 and they shall teach no more every man his neighbor, and every man his brother, saying: ‘Know the LORD’; for they shall all know Me, from the least of them to the greatest of them, says the LORD; for I will forgive their iniquity, and their sin will I remember no more. {S}

Jeremiah 31: 32-33

Thus the injunction of the Baal Shem Tov, that every person needs to hear the ten commandments everyday, will be fulfilled, when we also will come to be, both within ourselves and with our communities, as one man with one heart.

This podcast is dedicated in loving memory and for the ilui nishmat of Feigi Bat Rivka z”l and Aharon Kotler z”l and Sara Kotler z”l, May their memories be a blessing for us.

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feeling sad, yet finding a cause to rejoice in our relationship with the Creator. From the Zohar and the Kabbalah of Rabbi Ashlag

The holy Zohar says,

Rabbi Yehudah opened his discourse, “the Scripture says (Psalm 100:2), “Serve the Lord with happiness, come before him with song” and indeed we have learnt that we need to be happy in our service to God so as to serve Him with true desire. In this way our work will be whole.

The questions is: How can this requirement of being happy apply when we are talking about a situation  in which a person has sinned against God by transgressing  one of commandments of the Torah, and now he is repenting before God ? In this case the person comes to God with a broken and a sad spirit. How can he feel joy? (Perush HasulamVayikra 109-115)

Rabbi Baruch Shalom Ashlag looks at this question in terms of the question: “What am I looking for? ”

It transpires that this question is the heart of the dilemma. For by analyzing deeply our connection with God we can come to see that our sorrow over our distance form him is actually a gain in awareness.  The fact that it is God Himself who has enabled us to experience wanting to come closer to Him  as a  true desire, is in itself a cause to rejoice.

This podcast is dedicated for  a Refuah Shlema for Alla Bat Rifkah. May this Torah learning bring her a true healing.

Article excerpted from Sefer haMaamarim of Rabbi Baruch Shalom Ashlag Vol 4 article 25 

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Shame is a Precious Feeling

by Yedidah August 20, 2013
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Confessing what we have done wrong is a key element of Teshuvah. But many of us find the feeling of shame a serious impediment. Learn how shame is viewed by the Sages in a positive light and how it came to us at the Giving of the Torah on Mount Sinai

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From the Depths I call to You

by Yedidah September 25, 2012
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The psalmist calls out to God from the depths of his heart.  We too access those depths on Yom Kippur . The Zohar explores the meaning of depth and teaches how Return and  Forgiveness  were given as a gift by God before even Man was created.

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Teshuvah- Coming Back to our True Selves

by Yedidah September 20, 2012
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We are now in the days between Rosh Hashanah and Yom Kippur when the theme of Teshuvah reaches its height. Teshuvah is a God-given gift to us calling us back, showing us the way home. Often translated as repentance it really means “returning to our inner selves”. By the Sages, the term Teshuvah not only […]

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The Joy of the Month of Elul

by Yedidah August 20, 2012
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Elul is the month when God’s closeness is revealed to us and the soul , our true Self can reconnect with God

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