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pharoah is also in us: Discovering pharoah helps us discover the Shechinah in us

Most of us try to push away the dark side of ourselves by denying that it even exists, or we cover it up with fear, shame, and guilt. Feelings that are too painful for us to penetrate. We feel that we are somehow split in two. We often feel that the face we show to the outer world has very little to do with our inner world. When receiving praise or appreciation, we think to ourselves, “if only people really knew what went on in me.” And so we cover it up until sooner or later our darker side comes to the fore again.

But in a letter written by Rabbi Yehudah Lev Ashlag we find him taking a very different approach, an approach that I personally found, at first, very surprising, and then, very healing. It’s in this spirit that I want to share this letter with you.

The Kabbalah teaches that all the elements of the exodus from Egypt also occur within ourselves. We have within us the Pharoah, who is the darkness within us, and we have the possibility of redemption, which the Passover Haggadah tells us is carried out by none other than God himself who takes us out of our own Egypt.

Believing in that possibility is a crucial part of our redemption. We need to know that God, and only God is involved. It was God who put the darkness within us in order to create a need for the help of the Divine.

Rabbi Ashlag teaches us that when God tells Moses, “Come to Pharaoh” he’s telling him, “Come to uncover the desire for the holy Shekinah!” And it is that desire that helps us find God within ourselves.

This podcast is dedicated in loving memory and for the ilui nishmat of Feigi Bat Rivka z”l and Aharon Kotler z”l and Sara Kotler z”l, May their memories be a blessing for us.

Yedidah Cohen is now teaching a new course on the Introduction to the Zohar, by Rabbi Ashlag. The group has already begun, but it is not too late to join. If you are interested, please contact Yedidah through www.nehorapress.com

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The Chanukah Candle Within

by Yedidah on December 7, 2015

The chanukah candle lights us from within as well as from without. Rabbi Baruch Shalom Ashlag

“The three components of the chanukah candle are the vessel itself, the wick and the oil. All three elements need to be present to receive the flame of Chanukah.”

Thus Rabbi Baruch Ashlag starts an amazing letter on the elements that make up the equivalent of the Hanukkah candle within each and everyone of us. The light of Hanukkah is the revelation of God’s goodness in a direct and unequivocal way, such that the weak overcame the strong, and the few the many.

Yet the story that symbolizes the whole miracle is the story of the candle. Naturally this candle should have  given out its light for one day only, but it gave out its light for  eight days. An event beyond the natural world, an event beyond logic or philosophy. A direct revelation of God’s light.

Similarly in our own lives, we yearn for the direct revelation of God’s light. Rabbi Baruch  Shalom Ashlag teaches the inner components of our own inner candle for the flame of Chanukah  to be ignited within us.

This podcast is based on a letter of Rabbi Baruch Shalom Halevei Ashlag taken from the book Bircat Shalom, Mamarim bavodat HaShem al derech haemet.

Dedicated for a Refuah Shlemah to Chava bat Shifra Hinde

Other talks on the inner meanings of Chanukah

The triumph of the soul over the ego

What is a miracle?

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Our Inner Exile and Redemption: A Class for Pesach

by Yedidah April 6, 2014
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“Every person needs to see him/herself as if he or she came out of Egypt.” In these words the Haggadah tells us that we all suffer from the Exile and yearn for the redemption. In this talk Rabbi Yehudah Lev Ashlag teaches us that Pharaoh is not just the historical figure but an aspect of ourselves. How do we deal with the inner Pharaoh?

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Where is God?

by Yedidah July 15, 2013
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Where is God within us? This is the remembrance of the destruction of the our inner Temple. The Zohar teaches us that the real destruction and exile is the absence of God in our lives. From the teaching of Rabbi Ashlag

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Rebuilding our Inner Jerusalem

by Yedidah July 4, 2013
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Jerusalem implies dvekut, unity with God This period of the three weeks of the destruction of the Temple 2000 years ago teaches us how to rebuild our inner Jerusalem today., from the teaching of Rabbi Ashlag

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Who knows One? From Exile to Redemption

by Yedidah February 28, 2013
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The energy of exile and redemption comes around again as we approach Passover. But are we simply re-enacting an historical event? According to the Kabbalah to the extent we can experience an inner exile we can likewise come to an inner redemption. A teaching from the Haggadah of Rabbi Yehudah Lev Ashlag, Vzot l’Yehudah.

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